Trans on a Tractor

Hello Fellow Princesses!!! Even Though I’m Gay Now, That Doesn’t Mean My Previous Straight Feelings Are Gone. Romance might be hands-down my biggest struggle. Let's see; I'm not attractive, there's not that many gay boys in my school, I suck at flirting, I'm over obsessive, did I mention I'm not attractive? But don't worry, I'm not going to bore you all with a story about my past failures in romance. Oh wait, I lied; that's totally what I'm about to do!!! (hey it's my blog, nobody's forcing you to read it...) So let's take a trip back in time, all the way to... 5th grade (yeah it's only been 6 years, but it feels like forever ago). Now for anyone who thinks I'm ugly now (and yeah I totally agree with you, you don't have any reason to think otherwise), you should've seen me then (god those were some bad times (oh and no, I'm not apologizing for using the word god. If people want to use him as a tool to ...

Hello Fellow Princesses!!! Oh my god, it's been a while; well not like any of you are reading this anyway. For anyone who's been following this blog knows that I haven't been posting in a while (actually it was like a month, stop over-reacting!!!). So, what have I been doing? Well to be honest, absolutely nothing. Yeah, I've tried to make time to write some new posts, but honestly there are times where we get tired and depressed, and sometimes you don't feel like doing anything. But hey, this blog is mainly for me, and this is not my job (trust me, I don't get paid for this, nobody wants to hear what a 17 year-old transgender has to say; well at least not in my community at least). So yeah, where does that leave us? Well, hopefully I should get back into posting new content for all of my adoring future fans (yeah, I can sense you all coming). So, um... how do I end these blogs again? Oh yeah, that's right... Stayed Tuned My Fellow Prince...

Hello Fellow Princesses!!! Nothing is Better Than the Rush of Dressing Like a Girl in Public and Trying to Hide It at the Same Time. Yesterday (3/14/2018) was probably the best, and also scariest days of my life. Luckily, I'm able to go to a school that has a GSA (the GSA is a Gay/Straight Alliance for those of you who unfortunately don’t have one in your school). After talking with the main instructor of the GSA (which BTW is such a wonderful person that I can't thank enough for helping me through this all), I was finally ready to unveil my true self to the public (well at least to the GSA students); something that I’ve been waiting to do for over a year now. So buckle-up friends, I’m about to take you on a Disney adventure through the magical world of being a semi-closeted transgender. Well okay, maybe this wasn’t the most magical or thrilling adventures, but to me this was as heart-pounding as when some of you came out to your parents (wish I could relate... ...

Hello Fellow Princesses!!! It's Hard to Express Yourself When You Have a Double Life. In the eyes of my friends and family, I'm just a normal dude. Nobody besides from my trusted friends knows that I'm trans. And honestly, it's very, very stressful. So basically at home and at school, I dress in guy clothes and I act like a guy. But sometimes I get creative, I like to wear my girl sweatpants and underwear, sometimes even my girl hoodie, underneath my regular guy clothes. This is probably the most stressful part of all this, I never really know if my clothes will ever slip and reveal my girl clothes underneath to everyone, which would probably be the most embarrassing thing to have to deal with. I could just not wear the clothes underneath and not have to worry, but then I would never get really wear them besides from at 3:00 AM when my parents are asleep (which is a great idea btw if you're wondering), and honestly girl clothes are so soft they are so w...